Then what have you learned here that makes you so different? What is the difference? If you have not changed, what has been rehabilitated?

What am I supposed to see? Experience? To accept what I have done? Fine. I accept it.

I talked my truest friend into death and killed my wife. I scorned my friend's wife and betrayed the man who loved her in spite of her marriage.

I accept that.

And it was great fun.