[But indeed, there's another ten-minute gap and Judas wishes he could pace.]
What I am trying to say is that you stated above, Marquis, that my allowing my emotions to get the better of me was a reason why you believe me to be detrimental to Iago. But you just admitted yourself that you, too, allow yourself to be emotional. Doesn't this also mean that you could also be detrimental to Iago and that it isn't just me who could be negatively affecting him, in your opinion? I think it unjust and unfair to assume that I'm the only one who is detrimental because of my temper when you've shown similar outbursts, even if they aren't public. What I think unjust, though, is that because yours are out of the public eye, you can go on saying you aren't being detrimental to him and that I'm the only one causing him any harm here when you are guilty of the same things as I, but in a different forum.
I understand that it's your duty to bring him to graduation and I acknowledge this and that I do indeed have an intense temper, but if you want to only use what has happened between since we arrived back here and now, being without two functioning legs has made it considerably shorter and I feel unprotected and unsafe without the option of running should someone invade my room, as people have before in our home in Masterworld, which too was taken from us whether or not we deserved it in the first place. Iago is more than just the man I love, but a protector and guardian and without him at my side I feel even more insecure.
But you, Captain, I told that to you in confidence and in the thought that what I told you would remain private to you and me. Not to you, me, and whoever else you decided to tell.
Re: Filter
[But indeed, there's another ten-minute gap and Judas wishes he could pace.]
What I am trying to say is that you stated above, Marquis, that my allowing my emotions to get the better of me was a reason why you believe me to be detrimental to Iago. But you just admitted yourself that you, too, allow yourself to be emotional. Doesn't this also mean that you could also be detrimental to Iago and that it isn't just me who could be negatively affecting him, in your opinion? I think it unjust and unfair to assume that I'm the only one who is detrimental because of my temper when you've shown similar outbursts, even if they aren't public. What I think unjust, though, is that because yours are out of the public eye, you can go on saying you aren't being detrimental to him and that I'm the only one causing him any harm here when you are guilty of the same things as I, but in a different forum.
I understand that it's your duty to bring him to graduation and I acknowledge this and that I do indeed have an intense temper, but if you want to only use what has happened between since we arrived back here and now, being without two functioning legs has made it considerably shorter and I feel unprotected and unsafe without the option of running should someone invade my room, as people have before in our home in Masterworld, which too was taken from us whether or not we deserved it in the first place. Iago is more than just the man I love, but a protector and guardian and without him at my side I feel even more insecure.
But you, Captain, I told that to you in confidence and in the thought that what I told you would remain private to you and me. Not to you, me, and whoever else you decided to tell.