In all seriousness, you have to realize that in order for us to do our jobs, we have to know something of you. You, in particular, strike me as the sort who would not quickly volunteer information, especially if it had to do with something that caused you great distress or embarrassment. Whether you like it or not, and feel free to dislike it, your Warden must know these things. It is pointless to waste years and perhaps never find the root cause for what brought you here simply because you did not wish your history to be known.