[Amanda has much more strength then Hoffman does in this issue. He was so used to being strong, knowing what he needed to do that not knowing is killing him.]

...I don't deserve to be here.

I killed all of my friends, I killed my family, it's clear that I can't do anything about it. Every time I find something good...it keeps getting taken away.

What do I have to live for beyond the job that...that-

[he makes a strangled noise] that killed me?

Who's going to tolerate Rex? I can't...I can't live like that.