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impure_tale ([personal profile] impure_tale) wrote2011-11-23 07:03 pm

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I have reacted to the last week with relative patience, I feel. I suppose I can understand the turmoil everyone seems to be experiencing over the port, but I cannot say I completely empathize.

Unless you were unfortunate enough to be on the Barge when it was exploded? You did not die during the last port. You were not killed during the last port. No more than Orpheus killed himself in descending to the Underworld in order to collect Eurydice. The effects, morbid as they were, were tame compared to floods we have had in the past. It was not "mass murder." Since many of you have the rare experience of actual death in recent memory, I balk at the notion that a single one of you would count what has occurred as such. You know it's much worse, no matter how mundane the cause, even with the promise of coming back.

To anyone that truly was killed, you have my deepest sympathies.

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[identity profile] inhumandog.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, all their squawking gives me a headache.

[identity profile] yeahscience.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
I don't get it either, man.

[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
So what, you expect that to be sit right with people? I know that story. Orpheus still lost something.

I don't know what the little shit intended, I don't care, but people still could have abandoned others. Who's to say they didn't want to go on in the afterlife anyway?


Who's to say that it wouldn't be better.



Edited 2011-11-24 00:25 (UTC)
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
So that's why it was a sticking point. Understood.

They're prisoners, you know, being surly is nearly required of them.

[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
He lost something because he gave in to temptation and looked back. He did not lose something because he went to the Underworld. He still lived.

You sound as though you might have looked back while you were there, as well.

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[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
I've been to prison; this is not a prison.

[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Not him.]

I didn't.

[Never him.]

...I fucking didn't!


...I have nothing left to lose.

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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
I was too busy being up my own ass to ask how you've been. You all right? General annoyance of complaints or something personal?

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[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
...A matter better discussed in person, dearheart.

[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. Whatever your pain.

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[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Remember that not so long ago this was you, my treasure.

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[identity profile] inhumandog.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. And I gave myself a headache.

[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Then you have a decent head attached to your neck.
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[identity profile] der-umgekehrte.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Understood. I'll keep out of it for the time being. T

[identity profile] yeahscience.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I mean, it's just, I'm pretty sure I was already dead and all.

[He's eyeing the Marquis like he wants to ask something, but...]

[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[nasty, angry.] No you're not.

[pause, then, blank.] You don't get it. You don't get it and you don't know.

[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
What it's like to see someone I loved, who had died?

[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[frozen.]

What it is like to know, that change happens.

Change happens. I get that. I was wrong. I get that too.

Showing somebody who'd just died to someone who's trying to change and trying not to acknowledge-



That's like setting a beer down in front of an alcoholic.

Edited 2011-11-24 01:09 (UTC)

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[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
There is something you are not saying.

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[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Say Rex changes.

[just by way of example]

Say he's willing to do all of this shit. It's hard enough to learn how to step out and not take shit from anybody normally but you make bad choices.


How do you go on from those bad choices. How can he walk around the barge again without having somebody try to fucking kill him?

[Such progress. Such fucking progress.]

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[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
That's very simple. By accepting what has occurred and defending himself against undue attacks.

I am a graduate myself. Do you think there is anyone that forgot anything I had done?

[identity profile] impure-tale.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
What is it?

Re: Private

[identity profile] expectremorse.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Try systematically pushing everyone away from you who ever mattered to you! Try losing, one after another, your friends, your family, and your loved ones all for the sake of some...bullshit philosophy!


I did wrong! There. You're a warden. I'll tell George that, when he's feeling better. But I have nothing else!

Threadjack!

[identity profile] yeahscience.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Except that's bullshit. You're an alcoholic? Don't drink. If you fuck it up, that's your fault. No one else's.

[identity profile] yeahscience.livejournal.com 2011-11-24 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
...What's with the hair, yo?

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